Yaho when you loss someone dear, you just feel sad and all that fun stuff

thats how i feel
my grandmother just passed away on monday, and her funeral today.
it was really depressing, which i ask the question, why would anyone like funerals.
or work at the funeral homes.
i feel even worse cause of the face that i havent said i loved her in a long time.
all i gotta say is FUCK YOU CANCER, AND FUCK YOU STROKES! I HATE YOU WITH A PASSION!!!

i donno what else to say cept i think its real fucking nice >.>
its not fair!
but at least she isnt suffering anymore. she went peacefully, i'm thankful for that